Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Christmas 2008

Due to all the snow and ice that hit Oregon, instead of my family driving down to California for Christmas, they flew me up to Oregon to join them. It was only by the extraordinary grace of God and people that I made it--grace that let me cut in front of folks to the front of each line at LAX when I was running through the airport about to miss my flight, grace that my flight's take off was delayed, grace that planes were able to land at PDX the day of my flight, grace that we made it safely to my grandparents' place despite snowy, icy roads.
We spent most of the time stranded inside up on our hill, as McMinnville is unused to several feet of snow, but that was ok by me since I was sick the whole time. :( The only downside was not being able to visit college friends who were only in the next town over. It was such a blessing to be with my family for almost a week, even though I wasn't feeling well.
Here are some more pictures. :)

This is me and my sister...

Making snow people...
Isn't this beautiful?
My family :)
Me and my siblings. You can tell who has recently had their growth spurt!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Homelessness in America

Did you know that 1 in 10 Americans is receiving food stamps because they don’t make enough money to eat? I was shocked. People tell me this is the “richest country in the world” and yet one out of every ten people cannot eat without government assistance. That’s crazy. Something is very very wrong.

With the downturn in the economy, I was having a conversation with one of my coworkers about how the line between being housed and homeless is so very thin for most of us. I don't know about you, but I certainly don't have 3-6 months living expenses saved up if I were to be laid off or temporarily disabled. I don't even think I could pay the rent on my apartment currently without a roommate. Thankfully I do have medical insurance through my job, unlike many folks who will go overwhelmingly into debt to try to pay medical bills for health conditions that simply must be addressed. But if something did happen, I know blood family and family in Jesus who would take me in and make sure I was ok. As I hear more and more people's stories, I'm realizing that staying out of homelessness requires not only financial resources but also social resources to help get one through the inevitable bumps that come in life. Folks have a much harder fight without those social resources or if they've been struggling so long that their social connections push them away. I've seen so many folks come in here because a family member finally kicked them out...middle aged man evicted by his brother, very young woman with a tiny baby evicted by her mom, 20 something young man evicted by his dad...the list goes on. I think, if we all took care of our own family, friends, and neighbors, how would that change the numbers of homeless? But then, in a society where money is just about taboo to discuss, it's hard to help if we don't know our family and neighbors' real situations.

One of my coworkers here at the homeless access center used to be homeless himself for a stint sixteen years ago. He writes a very real, honest blog found at www.hardlynormal.com and much of what he writes relates to homelessness. I’d definitely suggest checking it out if you are interested in homelessness, domestic poverty, and/or the role of the church in justice—or if you aren’t interested but want to become interested! He also posts short videos of homeless individuals telling their stories on www.invisiblepeople.tv.

For other blogs on homelessness, check out…
LA’s Homeless Blog
End Homelessness
and this compilation of various resources at Homeless News

Hope

My roommate and I have joked before about how she is a pessimist and I am an optimist. She takes a hard look at what is going wrong in a situation, and I tend to focus on what is going right. One day we were having a conversation with a friend and we mentioned this difference, and he said that he felt like followers of God shouldn’t aim to be pessimists or optimists but rather people of hope, able to acknowledge the darkness and evil in this life but still maintain hope in a God who saves. I came across this quote in an article on urbana.org and it reminded me of that conversation:

"And I came to understand that God challenged me to move beyond pessimism and to confront unrealistic optimism. I came to understand that biblical hope in Jesus makes me an incredible realist. It goes to the world of pain, and sits with people in their pain and their suffering, and tries to understand the illusions that people grasp hold of, and lovingly challenges them."

Thursday, December 4, 2008

It's beginning to get to me

Some days I feel like this is the theme song of my life in this season (best listened to loudly and angstily).